Of course it matters ! Everything does ! -she startled, staring after him, before running to him, gripping his arm, trying to make him stop.- Don’t run away. Please. I know you hate me, but please don’t leave me alone ! I love you, why can’t you understand that ?!
[/He stopped walking, but without looking at her, he answered.] It’s never mattered to you. Has it? I’m gone and you’re off with Issac or Engel. Or Charles. I’m never your first choice, Amber.
-she clung to his arm, whimpering lightly.- You’re always my first thought, my first choice ! But you are not there.. sometimes.. sometimes I just need a friend. Why is that so bad ? And I never even spent time with Charles !
[/He turned and hugged her.] I still hate your dolls.
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B-benny.. I just.. Please ? I .. I still…
Then… Corvus ?Does it matter? You’ve broken us. Why bother with love when all that happens is your heart melts out of your body and is stomped on repeatedly. [/He walked away, tears falling down his face and teeth clenched.] I’m done too, Amber.
Of course it matters ! Everything does ! -she startled, staring after him, before running to him, gripping his arm, trying to make him stop.- Don’t run away. Please. I know you hate me, but please don’t leave me alone ! I love you, why can’t you understand that ?!
[/He stopped walking, but without looking at her, he answered.] It’s never mattered to you. Has it? I’m gone and you’re off with Issac or Engel. Or Charles. I’m never your first choice, Amber.
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Hello Darkness
Hello Darkness. [/He smiled a crooked smile.]
I didn’t lock away anything. I am fine. I am really fine. There is nothing for you to fix, you need to be fixed.
Fine. I will fix this. I’m done. With all of this. ALL OF IT. Don’t talk to me. Don’t even look at me.
I’m not even Benny anymore.
B-benny.. I just.. Please ? I .. I still…
Then… Corvus ?
Does it matter? You’ve broken us. Why bother with love when all that happens is your heart melts out of your body and is stomped on repeatedly. [/He walked away, tears falling down his face and teeth clenched.] I’m done too, Amber.
Trust me, baby. I promise you’ll get better.
Why do you all hate me suddenly ? You all liked me as I was, and now it’s like my dolls killed people, or maybe I did. You treat me like someone insane and dangerous.
You locked your memories away in dolls. And I actually did kill someone and yet you love me. So, let me say this again. I will fix you.
I didn’t lock away anything. I am fine. I am really fine. There is nothing for you to fix, you need to be fixed.
Fine. I will fix this. I’m done. With all of this. ALL OF IT. Don’t talk to me. Don’t even look at me.
I’m not even Benny anymore.
I am happpy.. I used to be so happy Benny.. this house is making me miserable, not the dolls. They always cheered me up, why dont you understand ?
-she mumbled, reaching for the doll, shaking her head.- Please don’t take him too.. Oliver already said he wouldn’t give me my other dolls back. Please.. I need them.Trust me, baby. I promise you’ll get better.
Why do you all hate me suddenly ? You all liked me as I was, and now it’s like my dolls killed people, or maybe I did. You treat me like someone insane and dangerous.
You locked your memories away in dolls. And I actually did kill someone and yet you love me. So, let me say this again. I will fix you.